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SO I got a new cell phone because mine was in like 4 or 5 pieces and yeah it no longer functioned oddly enough. So I have most people's numbers still but if you think I should have your number send it to me.

I know not everyone likes to leave their cell numbers all over the internet so my e-mail address is amyah1685@sbcglobal.net.

Please send me your numbers!!!

So yeah I sorta kinda accidently spent a lot of money today but it all will be worth it in the end.

I bought me and Greg tickets to FOB on June 11th.

I had someone else buy me a Cubs ticket I'll have to give her the money on Saturday yeah Cubs game on Tuesday I'm excited. It's Nemec's birthday so we're totally going with bleacher seats. That makes 3 Cubs games I'll get to see this season. 1 for my birthday and 1 other just because me and Greg like baseball. Baseball is a nice way to celebrate a birthday.

I also bought Brain Age and Cooking Mama.
I was going to wait till I go home to buy those games BUT I am going home tomorrow so I justified it in that sense. I'm pretty excited to get to play my new games. I'm more excited for this summer when I'll get to play them for real. Other games will be added to my collection but I thought these two were a good starting point for me. I appreciate everyone's input and don't worry it will be useful.

So yeah I'm sitting in the study lounge in Urshel and I really don't want to work on my business plan right now. I only have like 20 minutes till Class so it's not worth going all the way to somewhere else. I was going to go to the video editting lab and fix my project that I did very poorly on but there's a class so I'll have to go in at 4.

Maybe I'll work on my business plan during IDS since it's so boring and we never discuss anything important anyway.

So I really want to know how accurate the rumors of price drop and colors for the WII is... I have heard it many times but I have not heard any confirmation. I really want a green WII... but now that me and Greg are kind of on this DS kick I'm not sure how pressing the need for a WII will be to me in a few weeks but we'll see maybe after my birthday some will actually be available.

I think for my birthday I'm asking for a new phone likely the red blackberry Pearl but potentially a blue KRZR. I haven't really looked at either in depth at the store so I need to check them out in person but yeah I broke my phone and so I'll need a new one real soon. And I can update my phone on my contract on July 18th so yeah that will definitely be a birthday present for me.

So yeah Greg's buying a DS very soonly which he/we will be sharing.

I need to buy some games give me suggestions.

I know everyone has cool games help me out. I not very good at conentration big drawn out storyline games and they need to be kinda simple as I have a short attention span and don't want to have to think real hard and I'm usually not very good at video games.

I've already been told that BrainAge is a must for me to get and I will obviously be purchasing cooking mama because it is totally superior to all other games. I'm also considering cake mania because I enjoy it as a computer game but that one is still questionable. HELP ME PLEASE!!!


I will most frequently get to be playing the DS when I'm on the train to Chicago or during Hockey so yeah games that can consume a lot of time are a good thing.

I want a green wii... so um yeah... with it being only $200 there's no reason why I wouldn't own one. Except that I have to wait till spring or whatever... but um yeah... it's not like I was going to go get one anytime soon anyhow.

2-3 years is quite al ong time
he must have 40 or 50 cd's of yours in his truck

So I got an internship... I'll totally be rocking the oldies station...what do you got now suckers... I'll be downtown in the ABC building all summer if anyone needs me.

For those interested parties my livejournal has now been edited for you convience or enjoyment whatever.

what is my obsession with suicide??? Oh how amazing a topic it is to discuss and research??? Out of every tradegy there is some joy ... I suppose!!!

So I was having some wonderful dream about being back in high school and doing artsy stuff and having fun friends and smoking weed. It made me not want to get out of bed... I miss the wonderful dream I was having... I want all those times back.

Oh I miss those days of high school... most I miss all the drugs. I heart them. and misses them a lot. We had some good fun back in the day. Not for me no more but in that day it was great.

I don't even remember who all was in my dreams but it was kinda like Mundelein only different and with another level at the dean's office... and we played school and art and photo and stay afterschool and be cool and go talk to teachers... I was enjoying my dream soooo much I want it all for real RIGHT NOW!!! I want to be able to play photo and jsut hang out at school for to have fun... and smoke after the teacher leaves us the room to work on artsy things...

Aww... so much fun.

I heart dreams and art!!!

Santa Maria, Santa Teresa,
Santa Anna, Santa Susannah
Santa Cecilia, Santa Copelia,
Santa Domenica, Mary Angelica
Frater Achad, Frater Pietro,
Julianus, Petronilla
Santa, Santos,
Miroslaw, Vladimir
and all the rest

oh, a man is placed upon the steps, a baby cries
high above you can hear the church bells start to ring
and as the heaviness, oh the heaviness
the body settles in
somewhere you can hear a mother sing

then it's one foot then the other
as you step out onto the road, step out on the road
how much weight? how much?
then it's how long? and how far?
and how many times, oh, before it's too late?

calling all angels
calling all angels
walk me through this one
don't leave me alone
calling all angels
calling all angels
we're tryin' and we're hopin' but we're not sure how...

and every day you gaze upon the sunset
with such love and intensity
why it's ...it's almost as if
if you could only crack the code
then you'd finally understand what this all means

ah, but if you could...do you think you would
trade in all, all the pain and suffering?
ah, but then you'd miss
the beauty of the light upon this earth
and the, the sweetness of the leaving

calling all angels
calling all angels
walk me through this one
don't leave me alone
calling all angels
calling all angels
we're tryin' and we're hopin'
but we're not sure how...

calling all angels
calling all angels
walk me through this one
don't leave me alone
callin' all angels
callin' all angels
we're tryin'
we're hopin'
we're hurtin'
we're lovin'
we're cryin'
we're callin'

'cause we're not sure how this goes

Franklin C. Stanley formerly of Mundelein Funeral services for Franklin C. Stanley, 20, a resident of Lake County for the past 10 years, formerly of South Carolina, will held at 10 a.m. Wednesday, at Burnett-Dane Funeral Home, 120 W. Park Ave. (Route 176), Libertyville. Born Nov. 19, 1983, in Portsmouth, Va., he passed away suddenly Friday, Sept. 3, 2004, from injuries received in an automobile accident in Grundy County, Ill. Interment will follow services in Mount Emblem Cemetery, Elmhurst. Frank was a 2002 graduate of Mundelein High School, where he was a cheerleader and active with the show choir and theatre. He was currently a junior at Illinois State University in Normal, Ill., where he was also on the cheerleading squad. Frank was also a member of the Crossroads Church in Grayslake, where he was an active member of the youth group and had participated in three overseas mission trips. Survivors include his fiancee, Stephanie Willding of Chicago; his parents, Julie Stanley of Brownsburg, Ind. and Michael (Christina) Stanley of Ladson, S.C.; his brother, William of Brownsburg; his grandmother, Lillie Smith of Iuka, Miss.; and his many loving aunts, uncles and cousins. Franklin was preceded in death by his 10-year-old brother, Nathan, who passed away in 1996. Visitation will be held from 5 to 9 p.m. Tuesday, at the funeral home. Friends may visit www.dailyherald.com/obits to express condolences and sign the guest book. For funeral information, (847)362-3009.
Published in the Chicago Suburban Daily Herald on 9/6/2004.

What's wrong with the world, mama
People livin' like they ain't got no mamas
I think the whole world addicted to the drama
Only attracted to things that'll bring you trauma
Overseas, yeah, we try to stop terrorism
But we still got terrorists here livin'
In the USA, the big CIA
The Bloods and The Crips and the KKK
But if you only have love for your own race
Then you only leave space to discriminate
And to discriminate only generates hate
And when you hate then you're bound to get irate, yeah
Madness is what you demonstrate
And that's exactly how anger works and operates
Man, you gotta have love just to set it straight
Take control of your mind and meditate
Let your soul gravitate to the love, y'all, y'all

People killin', people dyin'
Children hurt and you hear them cryin'
Can you practice what you preach
And would you turn the other cheek

Father, Father, Father help us
Send some guidance from above
'Cause people got me, got me questionin'
Where is the love (Love)

Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love
The love, the love

It just ain't the same, always unchanged
New days are strange, is the world insane
If love and peace is so strong
Why are there pieces of love that don't belong
Nations droppin' bombs
Chemical gasses fillin' lungs of little ones
With ongoin' sufferin' as the youth die young
So ask yourself is the lovin' really gone
So I could ask myself really what is goin' wrong
In this world that we livin' in people keep on givin'
in
Makin' wrong decisions, only visions of them dividends
Not respectin' each other, deny thy brother
A war is goin' on but the reason's undercover
The truth is kept secret, it's swept under the rug
If you never know truth then you never know love
Where's the love, y'all, come on (I don't know)
Where's the truth, y'all, come on (I don't know)
Where's the love, y'all

People killin', people dyin'
Children hurt and you hear them cryin'
Can you practice what you preach
And would you turn the other cheek

Father, Father, Father help us
Send some guidance from above
'Cause people got me, got me questionin'
Where is the love (Love)

Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love
The love, the love

I feel the weight of the world on my shoulder
As I'm gettin' older, y'all, people gets colder
Most of us only care about money makin'
Selfishness got us followin' our wrong direction
Wrong information always shown by the media
Negative images is the main criteria
Infecting the young minds faster than bacteria
Kids wanna act like what they see in the cinema
Yo', whatever happened to the values of humanity
Whatever happened to the fairness in equality
Instead in spreading love we spreading animosity
Lack of understanding, leading lives away from unity
That's the reason why sometimes I'm feelin' under
That's the reason why sometimes I'm feelin' down
There's no wonder why sometimes I'm feelin' under
Gotta keep my faith alive till love is found

Now ask yourself
Where is the love?
Where is the love?
Where is the love?
Where is the love?

People killin', people dyin'
Children hurt and you hear them cryin'
Can you practice what you preach
And would you turn the other cheek

Father, Father, Father help us
Send some guidance from above
'Cause people got me, got me questionin'
Where is the love (Love)

Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love (The love)

Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love (The love)

I can't believe that I'm here
in this place again
How did I manage to mess up
One more time
This pattern seems to be
the story of my life
Should have learned this lesson
by the thousandth time

Cause I promised myself i wouldn't fall
But here I've fallen
I guess I'm not as strong as I thought
All i can do it cry to you

Oh God you have to save me
You're my last and only hope
all my right answers fail me
I cant seem to make it on my own

I always thought that I
would be strong enough
What made them fall
wouldn't take me down
Yeah,did I think that I was above it all
I have learned that pride comes
before the fall

I can't promise myself
that I wont fall
Cuz here I've fallen
I know I'm not as strong as I thought
All I can do is cry to you!

Oh God you have to save me
You're my last and only hope
all my right answers fail me
I cant seem to make it on my own

on my own....yeah yeah yeah

God you have to same me
you're my last and only hope
all my right answers fail me
I cant seem to make it
on my own

On my own On On my own yeah yeah yeah